These two days had NOT been going well for me. It was just...very emotional. Yesterday was one of the most shocking days in my life. hahahah i'm really exaggerating. let's not talk bout the embarrassing stuff. i'd rather talk bout today. not that i'm very proud of it.. i jus had my braces done. HURTS. that's one word to describe it. HURTS A BLOODY LOT. that's 4 words to describe it. it only happened when i got home. must be the feng shui. or maybe it's jus the mc flurry that i ate. when i was in school, i didn't feel the pain. Must be because all my buddies were there, then i was so happy i can't feel anything. Blehhhh. i went home and jus slept like a pig. until 6.30 there was this squeaking in my ear, my sis. she reminded me that i had tll at 7.30pm. I was like oh my!!! I soooo did not want to go. So i went downstairs told my mum that my mouth hurts like dunno wad. ok maybe i didn't. then she gave me some weird herbal thing to drink, which actually made me feel better. A teeny bit better. Then i ate mee sua for dinner. Thin long noodles, which i just swallowed, not tasting it. By the time i finished, it was already 7.05pm. I didn't dare to tell my mum that I don't want to go. I have no idea why. Then later after dinner she was sitting in front of the tv so i said, " am i gong?" then suddenly, BOOM. she started telling me how i didn't treat her like a mother, but a driver, and how i'm wasting her money by not going to tution and everything. She made me feel so bad that i said yes when my head was screaming no. Then when it was already 7.30 n i was bathing. She sent her little messenger to tell me that if i really felt unwell then don't force myself. I mean like, she's the one who wanted me to feel bad!!! so i just wore my pajamas and went to tell her that I wasn't going after all. Then she just nodded her head. I'm like arghhhhhh. whatever. this is so not my day.Labels: bad days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 12:39 PM.
